💋Have people completely forgotten how to have lustful sex in second life?💋

 I have wondered that for so long now. First and foremost, I'm not an expert. I'm not claiming to be an expert of any kind. This is how I see things and convey my point of view to others.

This blog gets a new post now and then because I am a writer who only writes when inspired.

For this blog post, it has taken me quite a lot of time to organize my thoughts enough in my head  to put them down on” paper.”

As always, please read the disclaimer before you read anything in this blog.

I was in a very abusive second-life relationship for about three years. So coming back to the freedom and the sexual freedom is pretty new to me still, and it feels like something has shifted to where people don't seem to have a fucking clue as to how to have lustful passionate sex in second life, and it feels so strange to me.  

There are all these people talking in the third person when having sexual intercourse with another person. I mean, why? Why would you want to show your emotions from a third-person perspective? That's just fake to me. It's utterly fake to me. I have also met people who have said to me,” Second-life sex does not do anything for me.” Well, no shit! If you take yourself out of the equation and start typing in the third person, it won't do anything for you!

I wish more people would allow themselves to feel what others do to them. Writing in the third person is like putting up a wall with big letters  saying, “I'm just playing around.”

If you allow yourself to feel,  so many more people would have unique sexual experiences in second life.

I have been saying this for so many years, and I will keep saying it: second life is a virtual reality; it's a reality on so many levels, so I don't understand why people choose to take themselves out of the equation when it comes to the sexual experience with another person or heck when it comes to anything that they do in second life. I don't understand why people refuse to feel something; just because second life exists within the computer on the Internet, it does not mean it's less of a reality.

I can straight up tell you that I will never speak or do anything in the third person if I have sex with somebody; we're having sex as if I was with the person my first life because the only thing that is separating me physically from that person is a computer everything else is real if you just let it, we are together in our second life, Why wouldn't I treat it as if there was no computer between us?

 My second life is my life, just in another form. If I go over to my husband, whom I have in my first life, and start speaking to him in the third person, he would probably think I have gone completely crazy.

I refused to treat my second life anything different than another life, so once again, when I have sex with somebody, I truly ingenuously have sex with them. There's no third-person talk, no third-person typing, no third-person anything. It's just that person and me in the passionate, loving moment.

It's so strange to me why people can't see this and see the potential of what second life can give them if they allow themselves to feel something.

It's not wrong to fall in love with somebody and have real feelings for them just because a computer separates you. There is nothing wrong with the feelings you would feel when you're with another person experiencing whatever you're experiencing together, but so many people refuse to do this, and I think it's just sad!

Even sadder is that people seem to have relationships that are supposed to exist only in their second lives. How the fuck Are you going to manage that? Your relationship with another person doesn't stop just because you log out of your second life.

If I have feelings for somebody, I have feelings for them, no matter where they are. The feelings don't have an off switch or on switch, for that matter.

It's ridiculous how people have twisted second life so much over the years.

Again, I'm not saying I'm an expert, but this is how I see it. It's crazy how people refuse to feel something just because it's a virtual reality.

 

I might receive a lot of backlash from this, but I don't care.

Why are people choosing to write a whole fucking Novel when they are having sex with somebody? That's probably the most annoying thing ever because that person is removing the other person from the equation, and the other person doesn't even have a chance to respond or react. They are just typing a whole freaking story out, and the other person can take it or leave it type thing.

I don't want to be waiting for five or 10 minutes so that you can write a whole story around us. It's not a story. It's fucking life!

I am an author. I write erotic content for this blog. I don't want to have that in my second life.

I'm gonna quote one of my partners; he hit the nail on the head when he said, “Give me bits and pieces and let me go from there.”

I recently met someone who was typing a whole novel before sending it. I swear it took him about 7 minutes. In the meantime, I'm sitting here thinking, has he lost connection, or what is he doing?

I don't know how many people know this from this blog or from any other of my blogs, but I am a nymphomaniac. Being turned off even briefly is basically unheard of, but I was so turned off by this dude that I had to tell him to stop.

He even told me that I probably was demisexual, which I just laughed my ass off at

In the meantime, he told me that he doesn't do vanilla; I'm trying to say to him that it had nothing to do with those things but the fact that I didn't have time to react to anything he was doing because he had already written out my responses.

 

Then he gives me the biggest jaw drop. He suddenly tells me that he knows about my condition and that I use a wheelchair. By this point, I'm talking to myself in my first life, going, “THAT! Has nothing to do with it whatsoever”!

I felt desexualized when he said that, just like before I met my first life husband.”

So yeah, if you want to know, what turns me off is people who ride a whole novel when having a sexual experience with somebody else and people who take themselves out of the equation, meaning typing in the third person because they don't want to feel anything.

A sexual experience for me involves the actions of two people (sometimes even three people, haha)

It involves touching them or them touching me as if I was there, basically with them kissing, stroking, licking, fucking, looking into each other's eyes, reading each other's body language, and each other's reactions. If I don't feel that, I don't want it. Yes, I am a nymphomaniac, but that's not all I am. I'm a woman, first and foremost. If I don't feel the connection? There's nothing there for me. That's how I am, and that's how I've always been.

Turn me on like you would do if I was physically there without a computer

Fuck me like you would do as if I was there without the computer

Touch me Like you would do if I were there without the computer

kiss me like you would do if I were there without the computer

Grab me like you would do if I were there without the computer.

Do you see where I'm going with this? If you remove the computer from the equation, the computer does not exist.

If you have never tried this, try it, and I promise you you'll never go back. Allow yourself to feel something, and let second life benefit you. I promise you that you will never return once you see how beneficial second life can be to you mentally and physically.

 

I'm going to get questions on this, so I'm just going straight out and saying it: No, I don't role-play because I'm just me 100%. I don't fake it, I don't talk in the third person, I don't do anything like that because it would mean that I would be faking myself, and I'm never gonna do that, never, ever.

/Tessa

💋My bodyguard💋

 

“Come on, sweetie, pick up the phone! Please pick up the phone!”

* sounds of ringtones continuing*

“come on, come on, please pick up the phone!”

The calls go to voicemail.

“Tessa, sweetie, it's me. I tried calling you multiple times during the day, but you're not picking up for some reason. Tessa? Please pick up the phone. It's me, Sean.”

“I'm on my way to your house right now. Do you hear me? I am coming to you, OK?”

Sean hangs up the phone while his driving becomes more and more panicky

“This is what I get for taking one day off! I knew this would happen!”

Suddenly, Sean’s Phone rings, and for a moment, he breathes a little sigh of relief, but not for long.

“Yes, this is Sean. What's going on? Where is she? I told you to keep an eye on her! Sean’s boss has not even had the time to reply to him.

“Well, hi to you too, Sir. Her last known location was at her house.”

Sean interrupts, “Who was on her work detail last night?!” WHO?!

In the six years I have worked with Tessa, she has never NOT answered my calls or texts, so when I find out who had my spot yesterday… you can be sure he will have fewer fingers on Monday morning.

Sean's boss cuts in.

“Sean. Calm down. I'm sure she's fine. Maybe she had forgotten her phone or something. By the way, why are you so wind up? It's not the first time a client has gone off the grid.”

Sean nearly loses his temper with his boss as he speaks through his teeth, “LISTEN TO ME! Tessa is not just any other client of ours! I have been on her security detail for six years! Six years! We have gotten extremely close, and before you even ask, I haven't slept with her. That's not to say that thought has never crossed my mind because it has plenty of times.

Sean’s driving is becoming increasingly reckless by the minute as the foot that controls the car's gas pedal seems to have its mind at the moment; all Sean can think about is getting to my house and my house quickly.

Sean’s boss cuts in as he hears the sounds of course flying by and honking horns.

“Sean, you better slow down your car! I don't know what the two of you have together, but I know she means a lot to you. I warned you not to get too close to her and to keep things professional.”

With that statement, Sean finally loses his temper. “Listen to me! You're right. You don't know what the two of us have. You don't know shit! Tessa is all my security detail! I am her security guard! She's my girl, can you hear me? She's my girl!! Now do me a Fucking favor and pin her phone and her location to me as soon as possible! Fucking Locate her now!!

Stand by Sean's outbursts and emotions. All his boss can do is say I will get right on it.

Sean hangs up the phone, throwing it onto the windshield as he screams out his frustrations.

After what feels like an eternity, Sean sharply turns into my property, saying to himself, “I'm coming, sweetie. Hold on. I'm coming.”

Sean Neary throws himself out of his car, puts on his body armor, pulling back on his gun to load it. Sean makes his way up to my house slowly and methodically as the bodyguard side of him kicks in.

He methodically checks off the surrounding areas as he walks up to the front door of my house. He pushes down on the door handle, and with a soft click, the door opens.

He opens the door just a little bit enough to see the front of the room. “Tessa? Sweetie? It's me, Sean. Are you home? With no response, Sean slowly opens the front door the rest of the way, putting his gun in a two-handed grip. “Tessa?... Honey?... Baby?... Are you ok? Can you hear me? Sean keeps clearing every room in my house, still calling my name, yet he is highly focused.

“Sweetheart? It's Sean. I'm coming to get you, OK?

Suddenly, Sean remembers a condition called voice locking, which means no matter how much I want to speak or say something, I just physically can't.

“Tessa? Sweetheart? Is your voice locked? I know that's a stupid question because I know you can't answer me, but you know me, I say stupid shit sometimes. Sean keeps clearing the house as he talks, “Make a sound, baby, throw something, bang on something, make a sound.

Suddenly, there's a loud bang sound coming from my bedroom. Sean starts running but keeps clearing, yelling, " OK, I got you! I need to clear the rest of the house. I got you, don't worry! Breathe for me, baby. I am coming to you.”

Sean finally makes it to my bedroom, which he clears with his eyes and body movement within 2 minutes.

“Baby? Baby, I'm here, I'm here, I'm here, I'm here, I'm here, I'm here, I got you, I'm here.”

with one swift movement, Shaun gets over to the left side of my bed, finding me on the floor, quickly putting his gun in his holster.” My God, baby!? Are you OK? Are you hurt? I give him the funny but familiar look that says, “I can't answer you, dude!” Sean says with a bit of laughter. “Yeah, yeah, I know a stupid question again.”

Sean gets down to the floor, and by instinct, he puts himself behind me so that I'm sitting between his legs with my back to his chest.

As he kisses my hair and head, Sean speaks softly, “God, I have never been so scared in my entire life; you scared me, baby; you scared the shit out of me.”

I sign to him with my hands, “I'm sorry, I didn't mean to.”

Sean sees my signing as he keeps kissing my head. “No, no, that's fine, baby. I'm glad you're safe; who was covering for me yesterday, baby?

Was it Stevens?”

I signed to him, “Yes, it was Stevens.”

Sean can't help but let out a soft, irritated growl. “I told him to check on you before he went off the clock, and he should know that going “off the clock” does not fucking mean that he leaves the premises!”

I take my hand to Sean’s neck, and he says, “Yes, I know I should calm down.”

He kisses my cheek, stroking my arms, hoping it releases the voice lock.

He softly whispers against my cheek, “I'm here, baby, I'm here, don't worry.”

A few minutes pass by without just sitting in silence, breathing calmly, and showing each other affection. Sean finally breaks the silence, whispering, “Do you wanna know something? Something I haven't told you, but I think it's time to do.”

I look up into his eyes, And Sean whispers, “I love you, Tessa; I love you so much. That's why you scared me.”

A look of shock comes across my face as a tear rolls down my face. Sean and I had been calling each other baby and honey for many years, but Sean had never told me his true feelings until now. All I can do to answer him is to lean my forehead against his closing my eyes and letting tears fall down my face as he softly strokes them away with his fingers; he repeats the words to me again, “I fucking love you,” his hands cup my face as he whispers even softer” I love you…. I love you baby” our eyes meet. It's like time stops before he kisses my lips. He whispers, “I got you, I got you.”

I sharply breathe in his kiss and kiss him back, which I have wanted to do for years. I lay my hand on the side of his face, and he moved one of his hands to lay on top of mine.

We kiss for what feels like an eternity. Sean breaks the kiss softly and slowly talks to my lips,” Let's get up off the floor, shall we?” he takes one of his arms under my legs and the other one around my back as he softly says, “Hold on to me baby, there you go you good girl” he adjusts me in his arms before placing one knee on top of the bed leaning forward putting me down into it “you OK? He asks while looking into my eyes because he knows that I can talk with my eyes as well.” I give him the sign for “Yes, I am OK” with my eyes, and he whispers, “Yeah? Ok”

We kiss softly as Sean smoothly gets the rest of his body into my bed. He lays down to the right of me on his side, softly pulling me to him, taking my legs and putting them around his own.

Putting his face close to mine as we lay forehead to forehead, we touch each other's bodies under complete silence, leading our eyes to talk with each other. Sean softly strokes my face with this hand; we kiss, we touch, enjoying each other's company.

Sean softly whispers is your voice still locking? I try to speak a few times before finally getting out a very soft “Hi, Sean.” Sean's face lights up as he whispers, “There you are; there is that voice of an Angel. Hi, sweetheart.” We softly kiss For what feels like hours. I break the kiss just a little bit softly, whispering,” I want you.” Sean puts his forehead against mine as he answers me in a whisper, “I want you to; I have been wanting you for so long,” he continues. “Are you sure? I mean, I don't want to throw myself at you,” I respond to him softly. “Yes, I  want this.”

He kisses me before he gets out of bed to undress himself in front of me. Our eyes never leave each other. The sound of his belt opening shivers through my entire body, and the soft lights from the bedside tables reflect upon his incredibly toned body. Realizing that I have never seen him without his clothing makes me blush. I'm trying not to show him, but I'm sure my face says it all by this point.

He is so incredibly toned that it makes me feel a little bit self-conscious, and I think Sean picked up on that as he made his way from the side of the bed to the foot of the bed, putting one knee on top of the bed while slowly letting the rest of his body follow.

He looks up at me while planting soft kisses along the top of my pants and then here and there on my belly. Without passing the kisses on my stomach, he places my hands in his hair while slowly kissing his way up my body.

My body softly moves with every single touch of his kisses; he moves his hands down to the sides of my pants as we make yet another long kiss. I lift my hips as much as I can while he slowly pulls down my pants, making sure to take them off because he knows that I hate the feeling of clothing when I lay down in bed.

He strokes my entire body with his hands before laying on top of me, looking into my eyes, and whispering,” You are one of the most gorgeous women I have ever laid my eyes on.” I blush hard because I am sadly not used to hearing such words. I break eye contact with him, turning my head to the left; he whispers, “No, no, look at me. I'm telling you the truth.”

He turns my head back to his eyes again, whispering, “I am telling you the truth.”

We kiss very deeply as I stroke my hands on his back up to his neck into his hair.

I stroke his arms while he pulls my legs up a little bit just to let his legs and hips fall between mine.

We kissed deeply as we held each other's faces,

Sean whispers, “Are you sure?”

I softly nod, and with that, I feel Sean's hand go down between my legs, and I can't stop the loud gasp that leaves my mouth. He moves his head in perfect little soft circles as he kisses me deeply; the speed of his hand increases very rapidly as I moan deeply and loudly into our kiss.

He pants onto my lips” Yes, yes baby, there you go, there you go cum for me. I want you to cum for me” his lowered voice touches his body on top of mine, bringing me over the edge. My body starts convulsing in orgasm. I can't even scream; I can't breathe; all I can do is look into his eyes.

“YES! BABY YES! CUM, for me, you're safe. I got you cum for me!”

My entire body is convulsing underneath his in a way I've never felt before. I bend my head backward, screaming at the top of my lungs, my body moving around, throwing itself all over.

Sean kisses my neck growing, almost screaming, “FUCK YEAHHHH!!! THERE YOU GO!!!”

We kiss hard as I scream out my orgasm. Sean pants hard. “Hold on! Hold on to it, baby! Hold the orgasm! I scream loud into his mouth as he pushes himself into me. I'm still orgasming, and I look into his eyes with a shocked face trying to moan, trying to breathe; Sean has a face of shock as he loudly moans out, “OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!” He looks into my eyes, moaning baby, breathe, I know, breathe.” All I can do is gasp and throw my arms around his neck as he whispers into my ear, “Hard and fast?” He kisses behind my ear down to my throat. I moan at the top of my lungs to answer him. Before I can't even blink, we start, making love at a speed I've never felt before, his cock touching every little spot inside me. We both grab each other's hands, interlocking them as we scream and kiss.

My face becomes increasingly red by the second I hold my forehead to his forehead, and we keep looking into each other's eyes, hyperventilating, loving each other.

  I Scream into his mouth, and he screams for me to cum. We both explode into one of the most intense orgasms I have ever felt before. My body is yet again throwing itself around, convulsing underneath him. I'm not breathing. Sean is loudly growling FUCK YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shake for me!! You are going to FUCKING MAKE ME CUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I keep convulsing into my orgasm. Sean grabs my face into his hands, gasping loudly, “I know baby, I know baby, I can feel you cuming; breathe baby, breathe, you need to breathe.”

We kiss hard as I finally let out the scream of a lifetime. Sean plunges himself deep inside me, screaming at the top of his lungs.

We breathed incredibly hard as Sean moved us both so that we ended up in the same cuddling position as we started. The only difference is now he was deep inside me.

We kiss, looking into each other's eyes, stroking our bodies, and talking to each other in a whisper as our breathing finally becomes slow and synchronized

the night finally takes us to sleep.

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Word Count 2600

5 word pages.

Enjoying Each other.

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After coming home and changing into my comfy clothes after having a horrible day, that's an understatement but yes, terrible nonetheless.

I tried calming myself down by having a glass of wine and thinking, "Things can't get any worse than it already is," but telling myself that repeatedly only helps for a few minutes.

I move on, trying to do my hair, thinking I need to distract myself, and my hairstyle comes out cute.

Then a random thought comes to mind I should go to the beach! Get some sun and relax.

After contemplating that moment, I start packing a small beach bag with random things such as bubble gum because why not? You never know, right?

I go over to my computer, and I search Google "nudity beach near me" Within seconds, I get a ton of search results, I browse the pictures a little bit, and my eyes land on the most gorgeous beach you can ever think of; I quickly look up the address Thinking about if I should take a cab or a bus I end up going with taking the bus.

Before I knew it, I was sitting on the bus with screaming babies, parents trying to parent their kids, And kids talking loudly about what they would do when they get to their destinations.

 

My mind is a blur; I can't focus on anything other than that. My mind is going 1,000,000 mph, trying to determine my next step.

I signaled the bus to stop by clicking the button. When I get off the bus, I am immediately hit by the smell of fresh and salty water waves crashing the shoreline, and I can't wait to find my spot on the beach, but first, I got to undress. It's a nudity beach, after all.

It takes me a little bit to find the changing room areas, and I undress, thinking about the warm sand hitting my skin.

 

I quickly wet myself off underneath the public showers. I don't know why I do that. If you cool yourself off before you hit the sun, it makes it fresher.

It doesn't take me long to find the perfect spot to get some sun, lie down, and relax. I suddenly get slightly nervous because the thought hit me "Oh my God, I'm naked, and people can see my body with all its flaws and perfectness." I start to giggle a little because I'm feeling a little mischievous.

As I lay down on my beach towel, I moan a little as I let the sun inspect my entire body.

This overwhelming sense of calmness washes over me, and I just lay there breathing softly, taking in every second and every moment.

I zone out; I don't know for how long, but suddenly I can hear my name being called from a distance, but it's muffled and becomes more precise and apparent. I suddenly say huh? As I look to my left, a man stands beside me and asks Tessa again. Is that you? My mind frantically tries to place the name with the face I'm seeing, And I hear my voice say do I know you?

The man smiles and says, "Oh my God, Tessa, I haven't seen you in such a long time! I suddenly and sharply gasp when my mind finally makes the connection. I burst out. Oh my God! HI!!!

We embrace each other tightly as we talk. "Oh my God, I can't believe it is you! Where have you been?"

We both laugh a little I feel his head going into the side of my neck as he says, "You look so good! Oh my God!"

His hands roamed the back of my body softly and slowly. We let go of each other, but we can't stop smiling. His hand gradually caresses my arm as we talk. His eyes have the most incredible intense gaze that never lets go of my face or body.

For the first time in a very long time, I feel sexy and wanted as the woman I am.

After a bit of talking asks me if I want to have a drink as he goes over to the bar to get one for himself, I smile and say, yes, sure. He smiled back and asked what do I prefer? I smile and think for a minute that a strawberry drink with lots of ice would be good. Thank you. He smiles and says OK, coming right up. Don't you go anywhere now!

I giggle softly and say no, I'm not going anywhere now.

After about 10 minutes, I see him walking back with two identical drinks; as he walks toward me, he starts talking," God, the line was huge! Sorry, it took so long. Here you go."

I smile softly as I take my drink from his hand And quickly take a sip.

He smiles. Can I lie down with you? I feel my face blushing softly as they answer with a soft yes.

I lay down slowly, and he lays down next to me, touching my arm as we talk about anything and everything. He softly speaks," God, I haven't seen you in so long! It's so good to see you!"

I answer him softly. It's so good to see you too.

His eyes switch from happy to a mix of contentment and concern as he asks what happened to you?

You seem not to be yourself. Without going into detail, I answer that his life happened.

He keeps his gaze on me and my body; he comes closer To me. He touches my face and softly whispers, "What happened? Talk to me." He lays himself even closer to me. Our face is very close, almost forehead to forehead, as he once again asks me in a whisper, "Hey? What happened?" I break eye contact a little, and his hand touches my face even more. I feel tears starting to well up in my eyes as he once again whispers, "Hey, hey, look at me, Tessa" My voice is moments from breaking down as I answer him, "I don't know, I don't know what happened."

He sighs slowly; now our foreheads are touching. He is stroking my face whispering, "Are you OK, though?" I nod softly To answer him.

I'm thankful I didn't break into an "ugly face cry."

For the first time, I bring myself to touch him back the way he handles me. Our eyes are locked into each other's. It feels like a trance. No words, just touching and breathing.

Suddenly he gave me a soft kiss. I pulled back a little, still looking into his eyes then I started to kiss him back. We both take a deep breath in as it feels like electricity is going through my body because of each other, and I hope he feels the same.

I feel the palm of his hand on the back of my neck as his thumb is still Stroking the side of my face. We break the kiss a little, and they both smile as he whispers, "Dang it, you gorgeous woman! You always get me in trouble!" I giggle, close my lips, and say, "Well, I guess some things have not changed."

He laughs with me As we kiss again.

Suddenly we hear soft moaning from a little bit further down the beach; we both break the kiss, but still, how lips are very close as we talk. He turns his head slightly over to the sounds and speaks softly, "That sounds like something I want to do." I smile, and I answer him back," Yeah, that does sound romantic."

He looks up from my face around the beach, looks back down at me, and asks if we are even permitted to have sex on this nude beach?"

I answer him softly in a whisper, "I don't know. It's my first time here, but from the sound of it, they don't mind if they get caught."

He tilts his head and listens for the sounds. "Yeah, you're probably right, I would say."

We both laugh, I take the initiative to start kissing him again, and he soon follows.

I feel his other hands start to travel down my body as we kiss; I moan softly, and he whispers into the kiss, yeah, I know, I know, enjoy it with me.

Answer him morning, you know I have a hard time being quiet he smiles and the kiss answering me don't worry, oh keep you quiet.

I feel his hand gold down between my legs. His touch is electrifying my body back to life again. I bite my lips, trying to control the urge to cum within 10 seconds.

He moans as I tilt my head back more and more. Oh my god, you wet babe, Fuck! Mmmm

I moan as his hand Start to move incredibly fast on my clit. His hand is moving so fast that he is breathing with the speed of his hand. He grabs my lips with him in a deep kiss to keep me quiet. He rings his forehead against mine and unwillingly breaks the kiss but still has his lips close to mine, painting and breathing fast" Yes! Yes! Come on, baby, get it, yes! I grab around his neck, squeezing it harder and harder the closer I get, like a security blanket almost. I whimper as I try to keep quiet. "I'm going to cum so fucking hard! I'm scared!" He answers, breathing hard and fast, "Don't be; I got you, I swear I got you, go for it!" we kiss hard as I scream into his mouth as the most electrifying and intense orgasm I have ever had starts going through my body like a tornado. Ice cream is so loud that he probably wonders how to quiet me down.

His hand goes even faster; my squirting starts to shoot out of my body.

My face is entirely bloodshot red; I can't even breathe. My body is convulsing out of sheer pleasure.

He knows I can hear him, so he keeps reassuring me," I got you, I got you, I got you, baby, I'm here, I got you, you're OK."

He kisses my neck as I finally take a deep breath gasping for air; as he kisses my neck, he says with a muffled voice can I have you? Please can I have you? He leans his forehead to mine once again and asks please can I have you?

I gasp for air as I kiss him, answering yes, yes, please.

He swiftly moves his body on top of mine, spreading my legs carefully. He enters me fast but not hard.

He moans loudly into the beach towel. "OH! Jesus fucking Christ! My God!"

He holds his hands around my head To a stop in my hair. I bend my head backward more and more. He moves his head to lean his forehead against mine as we kiss hard. He moans into my mouth, "You OK, babe?" I nod as he starts to pump. I growl out my moans; we grab each other's bodies, we hold each other's hands, we look into each other's eyes, and our hands "fight" with each other.

He starts to pump even faster, knowing I love when he goes first with short strokes of his dick.

We kiss hard as we breathe hard. He whispers onto my lips, "your so fucking gorgeous!"

I grab his hands tighter and tighter, and because he knows, he asks, "Are you cumming, baby? Are you close? Are you cumming?" I moan and gasp. "I'm so close!" We both breathe hard and gasp for air

He growls into the kiss, "cum, cum baby cum, I got you, spray all over my dick, yeah, yeah, do it! Good girl, yeah!"

I kiss him hard as my body starts convulsing incredibly hard I can't breathe, scream, or control my body, and I'm even losing my vision. My face and whole body are entirely bloodshot red, and I clamp down on him so hard that all he can do is screen straight out in pleasure. He puts his mouth close to my ear and whispers, "I got you, I got you, I got you. Breathe, breathe, baby, breathe.

As my body bends and folds into positions I never even knew it could do until now, I start screaming at the top of my lungs in pure pleasure in an orgasm of ecstasy.

He holds his hands on both sides of my face. "There you go, there you go, there you go! Good girl!" we kiss hard and deep.

I breathe so hard that I am afraid I'll pass out in a second I'll look into his eyes, trying to find my breath again.

He is breathing so hard that I'm starting to get concerned, but after one minute or so, we both start calming down.

I gasp, saying OH MY GOD! What was that? What the FUCK!? We both start to laugh hard because we can't believe the orgasms we just had. We kiss each other; we touch each other; we are just close to each other. We talked in a whisper, enjoying the sun but, most of all, enjoying each other.

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Word count: 2226 (no stop)

4-word pages.

💋 Morning Moans💋

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We had both gotten to bed early this evening, so I was not that surprised that I woke up very early and couldn't get back to sleep; trying not to wake you up, I'm slowly getting out of bed and put my night robe on as they walked to the kitchen with dragging feet.

I look out the window with squinting eyes as the soft but very early morning light hits me.

I get a glass of milk, hoping that a full belly will help me get back to sleep.

As I look out on the porch through the closed window, I suddenly feel your arms wrapping around my waist. My hands and whole body tremble as it always does whenever you touch me.

I smile when I hear your tired voice whispered into the side of my face, and my ear…mmmm, hi baby, mmmm, what are you doing up this early? I turn my head softly to yours, kind of halfway as I answer, mmmm, hi my love mmmm, I couldn't sleep. You whisper softly no? are you in pain? I whisper back no, not that much.

You continue to talk in a whisper. OK, that's good, baby.

As we kiss deep and slow, I lean my head back; you smile and whisper in the kiss. I woke up because I missed you in my arms. You pause as you stroke my body with your hands. I can hear the smile in your voice when you softly say, then there is, of course, the matter of that I do want to fuck you nice and hard, but! I'm trying to be romantic here. We both laugh softly in another kiss.

You whisper with a soft smile looking into my eyes. Can I please take you back to bed, Mrs "I make my man's dick so hard he can't stand it"

I blush; you take the milk glass out of my hands and lead me to the bedroom, still holding me from behind. Kissing my neck slowly. I stroke your arms as your hands slowly open the robe tie, whispering mmmm, like a kid at Christmas. 

 I smile softly as the robe falls from my shoulders, landing on your arms. You softly talk into the side of my ear mmmm damn it, girl, you are...*you sigh happily* you just are. How about that? We both laugh softly. We get into the bedroom; you put just enough distance between our bodies so my robe can fall to the floor.

You keep kissing my neck as your hands softly caress my body. You softly talk again. Mmmm, you are so sexy. I could eat you all day. You pause with a smile, waaaait, I can..... mmmm, I can eat you all day.

I blush, smiling and whispering ooooh, is that so, baby?

You answer with your mouth on my cheek. Oh yes, Mrs, oh yes. in fact, I'm going to start right now.

You walk with me in your arms if you just come over here and lay down. You spin me around so I am facing you. I whisper softly hi, my love, as I kiss you very slowly. You moan softly into the kiss. Hi, babe. You take your hands to the side of my face. As we kiss deeper, I feel myself slowly get led to lay on the bed by you.

I put my hand on the back of your neck as you use your whole body to move us up on the bed; we kiss deeply, moaning into each other's kissing.

You break the kiss just a little to whisper are you lying comfortable?

I nod close to your mouth as we kiss deeply again.

You slowly work your way down my body with soft, slow kisses.

I shiver so hard that I blush because I think you can feel me trembling; meanwhile, my eyes follow your every move.

I moan softly, feeling your kisses our eyes meet as you plant a soft kiss on my pussy.

The sensation goes through my body like lightning, so much so that my hips push up softly.

 You growl softly. I love you so much, baby. Before I even get a chance to answer, you lick my pussy very slowly, and I moan gaspingly. I love you so much too baby.

You moan softly as you continue to lick; mmmm, so I have mmmm a small mmm, little question for you, Mrs.

I gasp and moan ahhhmmm, and what's that, my love?

You start to lick harder and faster as you whisper 2,4, or 6?

I moan louder as I ask 2,4, or 6?

I look down at you, sighing in pleasure as you moan while licking; mhmm, 2...4...or...6?

You softly say tell me a number, baby, as I feel you wrap your mouth and tongue around my clit

My entire body shakes as I cream out 6! 6! babe!

You moan and lick hard but pauses when I answer. Mmmmm, oh boy... oh boy. You start to lick again. Mmmmm, 6 Mmmmm orgasms you say? Mmm, can you handle that baby? mmmm

I drag my head backward on the bed, moaning AAAhaaaa loudly, ohhhh! Mmmmm, Yessss, I can.

You moan into my pussy. Mmmmm, are you ready, baby?

I moan out loud. I hope so!

You start to lick me incredibly fast; I can't even breathe. It takes seconds for the orgasm to flow through my body

you growl calmly over my clit. Mmmmm, there you go, baby, yes, go for it. yessssss, my body jumps and jerks so hard that you wrap your arms around my pelvis

my orgasm gets so intense that my body seam to force me to scream out at the top of my lungs

Rather than let go of my clt and pussy you keep going harder and harder. I scream louder and louder before I can breathe; the second orgasm flows through my body.

I even feel myself start to squirt out hard. I Scream, BABE BABY!!!! BABY!!!!!!!! You growl back loud as if to say go, baby, go go go I got you.

I cum even harder and feel my orgasm flow out into your mouth and down my pussy onto our bed.

I breathe and shake really hard and violently; you can see and feel this; you stop licking, and as my orgasm still keeps going, you lay over me, holding yourself up on your arms breathing fast, saying, baby? Baby, are you still with me? Relax, relax, relax, baby. Baby, look at me. There you go, I got you.

Finally, I take a deep breath and scream; looking into your eyes, I shake so hard I can't even put my arms around your neck. 

You see what I try to do and take my hands into yours, laying my hands around your neck. We kiss very slowly. 

You look up and down my body before you softly lay down on top of me, putting your hands in my hair and whispering Hi baby, there you are

You break the kiss as I try to slow down my breathing with you; you whisper, if I had kept going, you would have fainted. We kiss again you break the kiss whispering, so I had to forfeit the "match."

I gasp, trying to breathe, so I just nod with a big smile. You smile against my lips, saying oh, don't get too greedy now, baby; I will get you, I will get you.

We kiss with laughter as you stroke my hair, and I stroke my hands on your back.

You whisper I want to hold you. Can you lay on your side, baby? I nod and turn on my side shaking softly. You pull me into your body and kiss my neck, whispering I love you, baby, so much. I softly say I love you too, baby, so much as I fall asleep in your arms.

31 one days of erotic Stories!

  

Oh, Girl! Has it been a long time since I have felt the urge to do something like this? But it's time to get back into it! 

To start myself off easy, I have decided to say your short erotica every day for December. I say semi-short because I know myself, and when I get into it, I tend to write about probably around 10 A4 size papers for every erotica I have ever done.

Sadly, a lot of my work doesn't make it into the blog because I am my worst critic in writing. Believe it or not so, without exaggerating, I think I have about 150 completed notebooks with erotic material.

Why have I been so quiet on all of my blogs, including Flickr?

I have just had a tough time finding the inspiration to write. I tend to get into this mode where I'm just writing and writing and writing and writing all the time, but then it stops.

So if you are interested in reading A blog in a format that I guarantee you have never read before, stay tuned and bookmark my link.

💋My Turn on's💋

  This was originally written on 2021-06-29

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Hi everyone! Hope all is well with you.

Today I thought I'd do a quick but fun post about what actually turns me on and what turns me the fuck off. If you have been reading my blog, you would know that I blend second life and real life like a mixer because I see no point separating them. This goes for both worlds.

Let's get to the juicy parts, shall we?

I will "List" in no particular order, so here we go.💋

I should also say that the names for these, I have made.

The "Hi baby, hug."

Let me set the mood:

So you are standing(or sitting) in the kitchen, doing dishes, maybe when you suddenly feel your man's arms going around your waist, he steps closer, whispering softly in your ear, "hi baby, mmmm I'm home, how was your day?" 

You turn your head slightly as he kisses the side of your face, as you softly respond.

He starts to sway softly from side to side with you in his arms. 💋💋💋💋💋💋

The "melt Kissing the neck."

mood:

You turn your head slightly as he kisses the side of your face, as you softly respond. He listens while stroking your arms with his hands. Finally, he moves his lips down to the side of your neck. your head falls back onto his other shoulder  as he softly lets out, "mmm, missed you." 💋💋💋💋💋💋

The "God I have missed you kiss" version 1

I barely have to write the mood for this one but:

Your man comes home from work, throwing the keys on the side table. "Baby?" walking fast, "babe? Are you home? Oh, there you are. He walks up behind you in seconds. He grabs your hair, pulling your head back for a kiss. His other hand cups your chin and throat softly. 💋💋💋💋💋💋

The "God I have missed you kiss" version 2

Mood:

You have just shut the door to the closet for bed sheets.

You lock eyes with your man as he comes through the door. He smiles softly as he walks toward you. he cups your head in his hands and kisses you very slowly, breaking the kiss and whispering to your lips, "God, I have missed you." 💋💋💋💋💋💋

the "Belly Kissing."

Mood:

You have just put on the new lingerie set that you bought. Your man comes into the bedroom, his jaw drops, and his mouth gives a silent "Holey shit, wow."

You blush softly at his reaction. He goes down to his knees softly and slowly and kisses down your belly. 💋💋💋💋💋💋

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Now it's time for the more.... how do I put it? The more? "in the bedroom turn on's" so if you don't want to know or see, thank you for reading this far♥

KISSING in all forms is a big must for me, slow, deep "back of the head pushed into the pillow kissing" Yes! 💋💋💋💋💋💋

WHISPERINGS 

During the " hi, baby hug" or in bed while making love, kissing, cuddling, and whispering against or close to lips. 💋💋💋💋💋💋

"My Queen." LICKING PUSSY

Please, to ALL men reading this post!

STOP LICKING THE PUSSY SO FAST!

ALOT of girls may like it fast, but for ME, Slow is the way

TAKE YOUR TIME 

EVEN in Second Life. 💋💋💋💋💋💋

 

"My King,"  Blow job.

I absolutely love Blow jobs! Especially when he holds my hair or pulls it.

It makes me feel so sexy and slutty but in such a sexy way.

When the man is vocal, moaning, growling, dirty talking about me simultaneously, it makes it even better! 💋💋💋💋💋💋¨

"Protein shake-Cum in the mouth."

I searched for a photo or a gif that was not so....." Disgusting" looking, but no.

And to be honest, that is more of a Turn off than a turn-on for me. That's not to say that I won't do it sometimes. I will.

stay tuned *lip bite*

/Tessa

♥The Fight♥ (Erotica)

 This was originally written on 2021-05-12

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Tessa! Baby! Baby stop, can you please slow down and let me explain? I yell back, "Explain what?! How you took me to this party, and yet you text one of your other partners! by the way? Who the fuck is she?"

He keeps running after me. "Baby, please!? He catches up to me, putting his arms around my waist, panting," please please listen, listen" I fight my way out of his arms, Yelling, " No, Let me go!" Tears running down my face, I get the door open to one of the bedrooms he runs after me inside.

I pace back and forth, crying. "It's ok for you to have other partners, but I am your wife. At least that's what you tell me."

He puts his hand's in his hair, closing his eyes, realizing that I have seen the text in its entirety.

"Baby? Tessa? Please?" he walks closer to me. I turn so I look out the window. Once again, I feel his arms go around my waist. I almost yell to him, "Don't touch me!"

He turns us around so that I am facing the bed. I try to get out of his arms as we fall on the bed, him on top of my back growling and whispering into my ear, "Calm the fuck!...Down..." I cry out, "No, get off me, you asshole! Fuck you!"

I manage to kick my way out, but he grabs me, kissing my neck, whispering, "for fuck sake, baby, stop fighting me!"

He flips onto his back so that I am on top of him but on my back. He lays on his side as I fight him still but a little less. He whispers in my ear, "stop, baby, stop, no stop. He puts his hand over my mouth, kissing my neck, growling, "I love you, listen, I love you, do you hear me? I love you."

I still fight him as he kisses my face putting his leg over one of mine; spreading my legs, he whispers, " There are no other women I choose to come home to; I always come home to you. You are my wife. He pauses a little " You can fight me all you want, but I'm not letting you go. You are my wife."

I feel his other hand go down my stomach, down between my legs. He continues the whisper, "You are so perfect, your body is so perfectly sculpted to be in my arms; I love you, baby. he kisses my face softly and continues." Who I play with does not matter; I cut him of trying to speak through his hand. He looks into my eyes, speaking softly as he growls, "No, it doesn't...Matter."

"because you are the one I see, you are the one I desire, you are the one making my cock so damn hard it hurts! It's you! not them."

He starts to move his hand in between my legs in circles, slowly at first but then faster and faster. He whispers, "calm down, relax. Good girl, I will make love to you because I love you with every fiber of my being."

by this point, he has me melting into his arms. My safe place, my home. As much as I want to be blood boiling mad at him, I just can't. I softly moan into his hand. His eyes have never left mine.

He removes his hand slowly, and we start to kiss. He rubs his hands between my legs just for a bit longer before he moves his hand up to grab and caress my breasts; at the same time, he slides his body up on top of me. He kisses my breasts but pauses shortly, whispering I love your breasts, not giving me time to respond. He starts to kiss my breasts again.

He pulls both of us up in the bed a little as I grab around the back of his neck. we kiss, he kisses my neck, down between my breasts, slowly over my belly, he whispers "god, you are so perfect, so

 beautiful."

I blush with every word he is whispering. My eyes following everything he is doing, our eyes connect, and we both smile.

He kisses across my panty line. I moan and softly roll my hips. His breathing quickens. His breathing is warmer on my skin.

He looks up at me when he hooks his fingers on the sides of my panties, kissing as he pulls them down.

Our eyes locked. I moan as he kisses my clit very softly before pulling away, speaking with arousal in his voice.

" Huston! we have landed," he growls. "Now give me that!"

I laugh and moan loudly as he starts to "attack" my clit and pussy softly but with a speed that's even new to me after all of these years. 

My whole body reacts by pushing up. I gasp and moan. He looks up at me, growling, "fuck yes, I am going to eat this pussy until you fucking can't take it anymore." he pauses with his mouth and smacks my pussy with his hand over and over at a very fast speed.

I pull my knees up as much as I can on my own, the back of my head drags on the bed almost till the point where I cant flex it anymore. my mouth is wide open, and so Is my eyes I am lying on my back almost in disbelief of how good it feels

He sees me wanting to pull my legs up. He softly whispers, "I got it, baby," and puts my legs on his shoulders.

My body tries to turn me on my side as he starts to lick my pussy again, but he keeps up the same speed and just moves with my body. I turn my head into the pillows and scream in pleasure. My hands grabbing onto his. he moans into my pussy "yeah, there is my girl! Yeah, I can feel you shaking. You are so sexy."

I twist and turn, screaming louder and louder into the pillows

"BAAAAABYYYYY BABYYYYY BABY IM CUMMING!!!!"

Just before my orgasm takes over, he quickly moves up onto his knees beside me, holds his forehead to mine, and pants, "trust me?"

I nod, moaning, and before I know it, his fingers are hitting my g-spot furiously. All I can do is a look of total shock on my face as he keeps looking into my eyes. His other hand lovingly grabs a chunk of my hair and pulls it back.

As my body starts to bend upwards, he says, "Yes, baby! Yes, yes, yes, just like that! Yes, go for it, baby, go! god, I love you!"

He kisses me hard and deep as I start to squirt, we both start to hear the sound of splashing water I grab around the back of his neck, and I try to tell him, "I am peeing myself am peeing" with his fingers still pounding my pussy he moans and gasps into my ear "no your not, your squirting baby."

We kiss hard as I scream my orgasm into his mouth. The orgasm is so strong that tears are starting to show on my face. 

He pulls his fingers out and spanks my soaked pussy, growling, "good girl."

the bed sheets are soaked. He takes his hand in the wetness of the sheets and rubs it on my belly and breasts as we kiss.

My breathing I so hard that he whispers to me, "calm down, baby, calm down."

My head is still spinning, and I almost feel drunk. He kisses my neck and strokes my arm.

I hold my forehead against his as he tries to smoothly grab the duvet behind his back without breaking eye contact with me.

He pulls it over us, and at the same time, he smoothly spreads my legs as he lays on top of me.

We softly kiss, and his hands stroke the sides of my face.

He breaks the kiss, but his lips are almost touching mine. He softly talks while stroking my face, "Have I told you lately that I love you? have I told you lately that there is no one else above you?"

he continues 

"you fill my heart with gladness. You take away all my sadness. You ease my troubles. That's what you do."

I stroke my hand through his hair down to his arms, listening, tears of joy rolling down my face.

he leans his forehead to mine and whispers

"You know I love you. There will never be anyone above you, baby."

we kiss, and I whisper back 

"I love you too with all of my fucking heart; why do you think I get so mad?"

We kiss again. He slowly gets up onto his arms as we continue to kiss.

Slowly. Slowly he pushes inside me, looking into my eyes.

I moan softly as he lowers himself again. I wrap my arms around his neck as he starts to go back and forth with his hips.

We kiss and moan as his hips pick up speed. He grabs my hands and holds them with his above my head.

I whimper and moan loudly in pleasure. I gasp, looking into his eyes. "Baby! Oh my god!"

Our hands kind of fight with each other the more speed he picks up.

We kiss and breathe faster and faster. We lean in the forehead to forehead, gasping, looking into each other's eyes with panic almost.

I moan and gasp over and over again.

"I love you, I love you, I love you, baby!"

He lets go of my hands and cups my face moaning loud, "I love you too, baby! I love you so much!"

We kiss hard as I hold on to his hands that are on my face screaming close to his mouth.

"am cumming! Am cumming! I am cumming!! Baby, please! AAhhaaa god!"

He growls 

"God, yes, your so fucking beautiful when you cum! cum for me, baby!"

"God, let me cum in your beautiful pussy, baby, please! please! God yes!"

We kiss as we both start to orgasm.

My whole body stiffens for what feels like an eternity before I violently start to shake in his arms.

We both scream as loud as we can as the orgasms flood our bodies.

He pounds into me very hard over and over as we look into each other's eyes.

We gasp for breath as we both slow down, kissing, touching breathing.

He eases out of me and moves to lay behind me, pulling the duvet up over us some more.

he pulls me into his arms whispering

" Come here, you sexy little thing."

I smile and get closer as he pulls me in. He kisses my neck whispering

"Don't ever think you are replaceable because your not... your not, baby."

I turn my head to him, we kiss soft and slow then I stroke his arm, falling asleep in his safety.

/Tessa